Monday, June 29, 2009

somethings on my mind.

i used to listen to this song alot when i lived in portland. I just wanted to move to home to the country. I was longing for peace. It starts at the 4 minute and 15 second mark.


Now i live here:



and somethings are better but still there is something on my mind and i am trying to figure it out.



I talked to my friend andrea and she recommended me to read "letters from a young poet" by rilke. She quoted this, "so you must not be frightened if a sadness rises up before you larger than any you have ever seen; if a restiveness, like light and cloud-shadows, passes over your hands and over all you do. you must think that something is happening with you, that life has not forgotten you, that it holds you in its hand; it will not let you fall. "

I am going to the library tomorrow to pick it up after I wake up at 6 am to babysit for a dear friend.

i am slowly becoming a pessimist (as i crack a smile). HORRAYYYY!!!!

I watched breakfast at tiffany's today.
"I'm like cat here, a no-name slob. We belong to nobody, and nobody belongs to us. We don't even belong to each other".

then this came on my itunes shuffle.



oh dear. i am hoping for hope. I am also hopping for hope (turbo jam).

PACE, Shliz.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

hangober hungoer hanghover hanghoover

I feel like shit...

I went to a wedding last night and I drank too much. I blacked out. I don't remember anything passed eating two slices of tri-tip. My mom came in to my room this morning and told me i was loud and said fuck alot, oh and was introducing myself to people as "ShLiz". hmmmmmm.

So right now, I am uploading some silly vids that my cousin and i made and listening to bonnie prince billy's chijimi ep. the sweet songs are helping me not think of what an ass i made of myself.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

quien es tu padre? pt. 2 (dos)

So... I saw this:

oh before you watch it just know you will feel really weird watching it. YOU WILL FEEL SO WEIRD!well at least i did.




So...then my dad, and mom, and i made this:




Now, Go find yourself!

quien es tu padre?

hey.

so this is my thought process:
sing a song that is a shout out to:
-God (check)
-Girlfriends (check)
-Family (pending)

Thursday, June 18, 2009

This one's for the girls.

not my best one but I got really sick and tired of singing this song.



this is what i was going for. more like this than that.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6MJwdY6Y0Hw